segunda-feira, 26 de novembro de 2007

Let there be love.

I suck at physics. Really. The test was absolutely horrible, it was awful! I'll have a red mark, I believe. But, in despite of this, I think I went well in chemistry, which is bizarre. Sometimes I wonder if math/physics/chemistry teachers want to fuck with the life of their students, because they are not as good as the human teachers are. They pass on the subjects like the speed of light, that's amazing, yeah. That's why the students have too many difficulties in them. And they look like they don't even give a damn.
I cannot stop listening to "No Frontiers", a song by The Corrs. It's so beautiful and calm, I get really relaxed, and right now I NEED to relax. I am very eager for the presentation. I know I'm repetitive, but I don't care, you must know it's hard to put youself out in a public place. It's complicated, I'm not the kind of shy person, but I'm afraid of playing in front of a lot of people.

Ok, let's forget about this, shall we? Let's talk about my vacations! I'm almost in this, and that's amazing! I deserve free time to read, to write, to think, to do absolutely nothing! Isn't that wonderful? Oh, yes, it is. I'll take many movies, I'll go to botanic garden, to the theater, I want nights awake just talking about who we are! Imagine... listening to music all the day long without worries.
I have to admit: my life is full of things to do, and sometimes I just need a break. That's something I must know, but I pretend it doesn't exist, so I should say I have problems like any normal person. I'm not the superwoman with superpowers, and no worries, except to save the world. Yeah, I want to save it too. Someday. But I have problems. I do have. I just try to kill them.

I need to study french. I'll write today again, but just after the presentation. Wish me luck, I'd love to have much of it.
My self-confidence smells like a piece of shit, oh noes. :)

Come on, Baby Blue
Shake up your tired eyes
The world is waiting for you
May all your dreaming fill the empty sky
But if it makes you happy
Keep on clapping
Just remember I'll be by your side
And if you don't let go, it's gonna pass you by

Um comentário:

Raphael disse...

I would wish you luck if u need it. But I know you don't need it. You can do it, i'm completely sure about that. As I said in the past, you can do whatever you want. Why? Because you are you, and I believe in you. (more than I believe myself)
Luv u XXX